Feelings

Sometimes I wish I was not a girl...I'm not saying that I wish is was a man at anytime, just sometimes not being a girl would be nice. Or maybe just being able to do like men do and turn off there feelings. Not being so emotional at times would be the greatest!!!! I know that crying is suppose to be a good thing. However...I do not see it in that way. To me (personally) I find it as a sign of weakness in my charter makeup. I do not like to be weak at any time. This past week, I cried more in 3 days than I have cried in the entire year of 2005.

Don't they make a pill for that?? I'm sure they do...A pill you can take that would just shut your emotions off to everything, but still allow me to give my baby girl the love she needs. If anyone knows the name of the pill & how to get a hold of it. Please let me in on it. I would love to have the same temperament about everything during the day. Just be even, not up or down or sideways about any issuer that gets thrown my way. Boy would that be nice!!!!!