September 21, 2005

MOTHERHOOD

Ever since I can remember I have always wanted to be a mom.

Up until about 2 weeks ago, I thought I was a good mom. Not better than any other mom...Just doing what I thought was right. I have a 5 year old girl that started kindergarten in Aug.

For the last 3 weeks she has been getting in trouble at school almost everyday.
She has even been down to the principals office and YES...She got a swat with the paddle.
Last night I had to take all of her favorite toys away because she has gotten her name on the board both Mon. & Tues. of this week.
I'm just pray that today when I go to get her from school that she does not have her name on the board. I want to have a fun evening with my little girl. I have been so upset about it.

I guess some where I have gone wrong. Really Wrong!! I just pray that God will show her the way and show me the way to deal with this problem. She is only 5 and already I feel like a complete failure.

1 Comments:

At September 22, 2005, Blogger berly02 said...

Your not a failure, she just has Jason in her. It would take a friggin miracle to be able to fully compensate for his evilness.

 

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