The New Year

2005, let's just hope it is better than last year. Last year started off with my Grandpa's death. Feb. the same month as my 33rd B-day, and his 76th B-day. Even though I did not see him a lot the last few years, I still miss him. Why do things have to change so much (in family) when someone dies. It's like at Christmas this year (& every year since my mom and dad got divorced) my sisters (Kimberly & Jennifer) and I with our crew go to what we call "The Garrison Christmas", now the only REAL reason that we go is for our Grandma. You see she will be 85 in Aug. this year. We all know that she will not be around forever. Don't get me wrong, we love our aunts, uncles, & cousins...we just don't EVER see them until Dec. 25 every year (unless something special like a graduation or something of that nature). I know that when my grandma pass on we will probably not ever see that side of the family. We are all growing up and have our own families.
I would really like to change some things in my life this year. I have started a list in my head and hope that I can achive these things that I want.
So far...nothing major has happened this year, I hope it stays that way.