Money

Money...now I know tht money is not everything, but man do I wish sometimes that I had more of it. I was a hairdresser for 13 yrs., now mind you...not the hair/makeup artist that I wanted to be. Oh NO...I had to stay right here in Dallas/Ft.Worth and get married to my high school sweetheart when I was 20 (i'm now 33 and not married to him). So...my dream as a little girl was to be a hair/makeup artist for the STARS!!!, out in LA of course. I could have done it too...I have the personallity and drive, but not the BRAINS to go with my dreams, but to stay here and get married, and actually think that it would be the whole white picket fence and walk-in closet "fairy tale" that all little girls dream of. WELL...that my friend does not happen. Now I work for a company that builds appts. I don't get paid enough, but more than I was being a hairdresser around this town. One day...I will make that money that I can just buy my CARS that I wont and have everything for little Vivien. Hey...it's Wed. night and I still have yet to play that silly lottery that Texas has...maybe I should test my luck???